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  <updated>2009-02-28T00:02:09Z</updated>
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    <title>Charactor journal for nostopstates</title>
    <published>2009-02-28T00:02:09Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-28T00:02:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I want to stay a member of that comm so heres my state charator profile. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;State name: Idaho&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Human name: Harli Jade&amp;nbsp;Dylan &amp;quot;J.D&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;State: 119&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Human age: 20&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hair: long dark brown, sometimes dyes it jet black. Has a mix of purple and hot pink colored streak in her hair.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eye color: dark brown&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Height: 5'7&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Weight: 112&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Personality: Nice, easy to get along with, tends to be sarcastic and witty sometimes. If someone makes fun of the fact Dylan is part of her name, she'll punch them. She is out going and laid back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Music: She'll listen to anything, especially country music and rock and anything in between.&amp;nbsp; Mostly can be seen praticing her guitar a lot and singing. Her favorite singers are Terri Clark and Big Kenny. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clothes: She wears a black bandana, sometimes purple, in her hair, wears a black tank top with a heart with wings on it.&amp;nbsp; Black jeans with a black and silver belt, also has some chains hanging off on the side. She also wears black fingerless gloves and black wristbands. Sometimes wears black fingernail polish.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hobbies: She likes to watch Xena and Scrubs and she goes on the internet a lot. Mostly to a really huge Terri Clark board where she is the admin.&amp;nbsp; She is really good at computers though, she can hack but doesn't really do it, unless its a small prank on another site.&amp;nbsp; Likes to take karate and sword fighting and plays hockey. She also likes to rollarblade a lot too and can do some tricks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pet: a&amp;nbsp;Black lab she named after Dr. Cox, Perry.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cowgirlxena:568</id>
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    <title>My first ever slash fic.</title>
    <published>2008-01-20T21:04:58Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-20T23:15:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&amp;nbsp;Hi everyone, I wrote my first slash fic and its Big and RIch, probally the first kind.&amp;nbsp; I got inspired after reading a lot of JD/Dr. Cox stories. haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; Our Life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; John Rich/Big Kenny&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author notes:&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;nbsp; I just made up the official name for the mountain and depending on the comments, I might do a part 2.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; The story is from John's POV.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="ljcut" text="Our Life"&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;Hey everyone today is a beautiful day, or at least it was supposed to be.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Instead the sky is full of dark clouds, almost black, and I’m sitting here on my bed in a hotel room.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;You see, I’m a singer in a duo called Big and Rich, whose touring the country right and lately been noticing some strange things, like the clouds and how my friend Big Kenny is no where to be found right now.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I don’t know what’s going on.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;Just then the door opened and our manager comes in telling me that the concert been cancelled due to the weather and Big Kenny missing, I get off the bed and run down to the lobby to see a huge crowd of tourists trapped down in the lobby, complaining.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I force my way through the crowds to get a good look outside.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It was pouring down rain, harder then I ever seen in my entire life and I started wondering where the hell Kenny is. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;I went outside thinking maybe he’s coming to the hotel, but I don’t see him so I get on my motorcycle and started looking around town, which by the way in New York City.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I started worrying about my friend and started getting this weird feeling in my stomach. I was having these feelings for 6 months now, you know like in those JD/Dr. Cox stories I found on the internet.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Where JD develops feelings for Dr. Cox and holds it in and later tells him or vice-versa.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I was hoping I could find Kenny soon and that he’ll be alright, but 3 hours had passed and still no sign of him.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I decided to go back to the hotel,&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman"&gt;Its five days later and still no sign of him, I’m getting angry at him for not showing and concerned at the same.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The cloud doesn’t seem to be breaking up anytime soon.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I decided to turn on my laptop and read more JD/Dr. Cox stories and the more I read about JD’s feelings for Dr. Cox, the more I realized I was having those same feelings for the Virginian born farmboy friend of mine. I though I was crazy, but the more I read and watched Scrubs, the more I realized Big Kenny is like Dr. Cox to me, only he doesn’t call me girls names or newbie.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Though he did call me newbie one time when I was helping him build something. &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;Anyway I decide to go see if he went downstate towards &lt;st1:state w:st="on"&gt;Virginia&lt;/st1:state&gt;, maybe he was feeling homesick, but he never been this homesick, except the time we went to &lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Australia&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;I was driving on my motorcycle down towards Culpeper, the place where he was born and raised, when it started raining.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“Crap,” I thought, “now I’ll get wet.”&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;The feelings came back and this time I accepted that the feeling I had for 6 months were feelings of love.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;I guess it all started when me and Big Kenny became the duo Big and Rich and every time I saw him, I would notice those big muscles of his and ,like JD, wishing I could at least get a hug.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I would stare at him, admiring the way he loves everybody and tries to help everyone.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I had the feelings on and off until 6 months ago when they were more common.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;I was pushing down on the gas pedal as hard as I can, hoping Kenny was at his parents home, sleeping or something.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;A few hours later, I got to his parents farm. I went up to the door and Charlene, his sister, answered it.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“Is he here?”&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I asked&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“No, he just left towards &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Nashville&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;.”&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She answered.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“Crap!” I thought”&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;I sped towards &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;Nashville&lt;/st1:city&gt; only to be told that he left for Deadwood, &lt;st1:state w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;South Dakota&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:state&gt;.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;So I went to the airport, still feeling angry at that Kenny left like this.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;When the plane landed, I immediately headed towards Deadwood in a rental car.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It was about a 4 hour drive and the sun finally came out, but it still felt like a cloudy day to me.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I went to the one place I knew I’ll find him there, &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:placename w:st="on"&gt;Deadwood&lt;/st1:placename&gt; &lt;st1:placetype w:st="on"&gt;Mountain&lt;/st1:placetype&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;, or officially, JD’s Mountain.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Sure enough when I got there, I saw a figure with shoulder length blond hair up on the edge on the top. I feared the worst so I started climbing and calling out to him, telling him to not jump. &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;Big Kenny apparently heard me because he turns his head, but couldn’t see me.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I got to the top and I stopped because I saw scars all over his arms.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;Kenny finally noticed me and started coming towards me.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;His eyes looked like he hadn’t slept in a while and had bags under his eyes. I go up to him and grabbed a hold of his shoulders,&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“Kenny, where have you been for the last few weeks?”&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I asked sternly.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;Kenny just looked at me like he didn’t understand English.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“They quit, the group quit, three weeks ago without telling me.” Kenny started saying.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I stood there; eyes wide open at the news.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“We’re broke, record label dropped us.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Tour cancelled”&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;I was shocked at the news Kenny was giving me and looking at him again I realized he was no longer the guy that said “Live your life,” and “Nothing will get me down.”&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Instead he was depressed, I knew the signs.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“Kenny I think you’re depressed,” I said, looking at his arms.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“No girl doesn’t want to date me,” he started, not really listening to me, but at least he was spilling out why he’s feeling this way, “life sucks,”&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“Kenny!” I shouted at him, he snapped out of it, “Don’t say that,” I said, holding back tears, “things will get better I promised,” I said holding Big Kenny in my arms.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;Suddenly Big Kenny pulled me up close and kissed, right on the lips, I was surprised, but I started kiising him back.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;We did this for a minute then pulled away. I knew what was on his mind,&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“So how long?”&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I asked.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“How long was I having this feelings for you, every since about a year after I met you,” confessed Kenny.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“Funny, I had the same feelings for you too.” I replied, still in each others arms.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;“Thanks for saving me,”&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman"&gt;“You welcome.”&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;We then started kissing each other like there was no tomorrow.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 200%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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